Creating content in the center of grief can have a huge impact on what you create. This is very true for authors like Michael Arceneaux, who published his third book while coping with the loss of friends and family and the devastating pain that comes with it. As Arceneaux noted, “Sadness sends the mind into many different spaces.” These experiences made him wonder how people would receive the book.

“I was really worried that I was missing the point, that this book wasn’t meeting the standards I wanted to set, because I was writing it under tremendous duress and in so much pain,” Arceneaux told Andscape. “Some people think it’s one of my best books and biggest work. I appreciate it and it was very nice to listen to it from people. It makes me feel good.”

In Arceneaux, she touches on a number of topics, equivalent to finally having enough money to take care of herself (hence the Jordans within the book’s title), writing about (and being blocked by) celebrities previously, coming to terms along with her relationship along with her family, and complicated feelings about money and coping with sadness. Overall, this is a clever, honest, and heartfelt book that invites readers to explore the various facets of Arceneaux’s world. From razor-sharp political evaluation to multi-layered stories about parenting, the bestselling writer once more challenges readers to think deeply about family, popular culture, politics, and the journey to greater economic stability.

Andscape caught up with Arceneaux to discuss his work, grief, and what he hopes all of us take away from his latest book.

You capture serious historical moments on this book while being your witty and funny self. For example, in a single chapter you wrote about (former Democratic candidate for Florida governor) Andrew Gilliam with great nuance, and in one other you mentioned your dissatisfaction with (performing oral sex). So what exactly was your review of this book and what was your standard?

The book is very different from what I originally intended, but I carried a lot of sadness with me while writing it. I lost one friend to suicide. I had one other friend with brain cancer – all this stuff were happening, and then the pandemic hit and I discovered myself in Harlem. When I finally found the space to focus and shape the book the way in which I wanted, my mother was diagnosed with cancer. At the time, I used to be ending the book and rewriting every thing, so I needed to be sure that that my writing activities would not interfere with spending time with my mother. My priority was spending time with my mom, but my mom insisted that I finish and really give attention to the book and my work. So when writing this book, I needed to be really honest about where I used to be at. I took the pressure off myself to be funny, which ultimately made the book what it was presupposed to be, and not necessarily what I had planned.

Taking the pressure off may be hard enough, considering the multi-layered grief involved in ending a book, and it just sounds brutal. How did you navigate all of this?

I needed to lean on some of the things my mother taught me. My mom all the time emphasized the importance of doing all your job, being responsible, and having a strong work ethic, so I had to construct on that and really have a lot of discipline to write down the book and really be honest about where I used to be at. , which wasn’t where I felt like being particularly funny.

Working through grief is often like showing up at book events and conducting interviews on particularly emotional days. How do you take care of it?

The love people show me during these events has truly validated me. I also enjoyed going back to bookstores – which I wasn’t in a position to do with my second book since it was published when the plague began, so every thing was closed – and connecting with readers. There was a lot love within the room at every event. Even though it is not one of the best time, I’m lucky that individuals understand my pain and show me a lot love.

Shortly after my book was published, my grandmother and two of my mother’s sisters died. One of them helped my mother raise me. I quickly learned that I needed a set of different coping mechanisms to assist me get through each moment. Is there something concerning the way you captured your mom or the stories you shared about her that offers you peace now?

One day my aunt texted me and jogged my memory of one particular chapter. I used to be in Texas during a freezing cold spell when the facility grid went down. I used to be there without water or electricity, in an Airbnb that I rented to be near my mother. (While frozen) I felt trapped within the Airbnb. My (cellphone) battery was dying and there was no electricity. I used to be on the Airbnb for about two days and my mom hadn’t heard from me. One day, once I was attempting to use the toilet without water, I heard a banging on the door. It was my mother with a flashlight saying stand up, we’re leaving. She said she got here to select up the child. Her power had returned the night before. She wasn’t going to let her son freeze to death. This chapter jogs my memory of who she was since it is the quintessence of my mother. No matter how old we’re, my mother will do anything for her children and grandchildren. She drove through the streets without electricity with a large flashlight, on the lookout for her child. This story encourages me and jogs my memory that my mother truly loved us.

You did a great job of capturing the love your mother had for you. You also perfectly captured the nuances of a complicated relationship with a parent, and for you it is your dad. What has helped you grow to a place where you may recognize his unconventional ways as a form of love?

It’s funny because now he actually says “I love you.” But I needed to learn that you’ve to fulfill people where they’re. Sometimes in your individual healing you could not achieve the result you would like, but you could achieve a result that may offer you peace or something near it. For me, I needed to learn to actually understand who my father was and how he became that person. This helped me get rid of all of the anger I had towards him. Thanks to this, I used to be in a position to observe my father’s development. If you really need to interrupt the cycle, it is advisable work out what a room might appear to be.

I do know many deeply personal stories have been shaped by your grief, but how did you choose which stories from popular culture and politics to incorporate within the book?

Some of the essays covered topics that I had not been in a position to return to in some of my online publications, so I desired to return to them on this book. I also wanted the stories to return from a real perspective of what was happening on the time (equivalent to the coronavirus pandemic). Some things I didn’t even mean to be super political, like my essay on my disdain for the mistreatment of service staff or the way in which politicians demean working-class black people. However, I used to be concerned about whether some of the events that occurred in 2020 would still apply.

Experiencing long periods of economic hardship and finally attending to a place where you may breathe financially is a very close call. A number of years ago my automobile was repossessed and once I hear a large truck slowing down near my house my heart skips a beat. Do you continue to have similar moments?

Yes, I still have those moments. I keep having to remind myself that I deserve nice things, irrespective of what I would like. Yes, I actually have post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), but I feel higher now.

After reading Is there one thing you would like readers to sit down down for?

I often have easy goals. I would like people to laugh. I would like people to think. Plus, I hope this book helps people not feel alone because a lot of people need to forget that 2020 even happened. And I would like to remind those that in the event you can, call your mom.