Tamron Hall understands what it’s like to dream about motherhood and worry that it won’t occur.

The Emmy Award-winning talk show host has built a remarkable profession in television and news for a long time and is understood for her empathetic interview style, well-crafted questions and 1,000-watt smile. Still, waiting until age 48 to have her first child wasn’t exactly part of the plan.

“I didn’t wait by choice,” Hall tells theGrio in an exclusive interview on the set of a taping of her eponymous talk show, “Mother’s Day Extravaganza.” “It wasn’t like, ‘OK, I can handle it.’ This wasn’t it. It was a time when the universe had the things I have for me. For me, it gave me great perspective.”

In 2017, when she began dating now-husband Steve Greener, Hall also made the painful decision to step down from her role as co-host of NBC’s “Today Show.” It was the first time in the life of the Texas-born journalist, who had not worked since she was 16.

“I didn’t actually have a home at the moment, you understand what I mean? And I’m apprehensive I’m falling out of the game; I used to be apprehensive I might never get married; possibly I wasn’t going to have a baby. And I could be lying to you if I didn’t use the word “worry.” Often people say, “You know, you don’t need it.” You know, I used to be apprehensive I would not have this stuff. You could say you are apprehensive. And now (that) I even have them, I discover a way to balance them with who I’m at all ages.

Hall says the job change opened up an area for her to reconnect with music artist and film producer Greener, fall in love and proceed motherhood through in vitro fertilization. In 2019, the couple married and welcomed their five-year-old son, Moses. Later that 12 months, Hall began hosting her nationally syndicated talk show on ABC, titled (*50*) which had just been renewed for a sixth season. It’s a feat that few journalists have achieved in the history of television.

“We’ve been renewed by this great group of women — Black women who are always rooting for me,” Hall says of the show’s success.

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As more and more women resolve to change into moms later in life, and the number of births amongst women aged 45+ has increased since 2015, the decision to have children can often mean having to take difficult steps into motherhood at a key profession crossroads. While Hall understands the joy of constructing a life on your personal terms, she can be acutely aware that motherhood sometimes comes with the feeling of losing a component of yourself.

“Find her,” he insists. “We all exist in different forms. But (she) is still there.”

Reflecting on her previous stages of life, Hall says that so as to regain her spiritual balance, she thinks about herself, a seven-year-old girl, unfettered by other people’s judgments and expectations, who’s free. She goes on to say that so as to survive on this era, she remembers all the women she was at different stages.

“I find a way to balance it with who I am at every age because I don’t want to forget myself,” Hall says.

A powerful sense of self can be the reason why he will not be afraid to say “no” to certain things so as to maintain balance in his family life.

“I’m 53 now, so I understand how to say no and how to put my son above every part because I’ve lost rather a lot of things. That’s why it doesn’t hassle me that I’m not on a TV show. I do not mind not having certain things because if it means I even have to miss his birthday, I’ll provide you with something else.

This is an element of the reason why Hall is making an additional effort to have fun Mother’s Day this 12 months. The beloved talk show host is hosting her third annual Mother’s Day Extravaganza, complete with surprise guests, an appearance by gospel singer Tasha Cobbs-Leonard and a present giveaway to honor moms who’ve made an impact in the lives of their family members.

In creating the special, Hall made a really conscious effort to honor moms in every way – the teachers, mentors, stepmothers, adopted moms and “play moms” who come into the community.

“I didn’t want it to just be a traditional tribute to motherhood,” Hall tells theGrio.

“I’m from the south. You know, mothers, mothers to play with, cousins ​​to play with, and all these women who’re around you all day and who stay awake at night praying for you,” Hall says with tears in her eyes, reflecting emotionally. “This is a route for you that you simply do not know. Whatever it seems to be. They are rooting in your happiness. And that is what I like.

“We all need that caregiver,” she added.

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